Anyone who is in an on again, and off again relationship could relate to this song. I wrote this feeling heart broken and confused over the girl I loved. Some-day's were good but other days were not as good. Feeling hurt I wrote this.
lyrics
Verse 1
Don't fault me for my faults
and look at me as false
when I'm tearin out my hair
for tearin down your walls
why do I gotta write a song to get a point across
this arguing and fighting got me weighing down like bowling balls
and my back hurts
for bending backwards
I'm a cancer a sensitive bastard
that's why I'm touchy when you tell me dont touch me
i fuckin love it when you punch me
cuz you barely hug me hunny
and so i'm snappin
resort to rapping
ignoring all these other girls just to make us happen
and your laughin
you take me as a joke
provoke me when your standing there
acting all cold
if you only knew the road that i traveled
beefs that i battled
my brains racked rocked and rattled
i paddled up shits creak
it's like i'm stuck in a nightmare
trapped in a haunted dream
Chorus
I
I don't know what I'm doing wrong now
but it feels so right (it feels so right, so right)
x2
Verse 2
confuse me
little cutie
with that sweet smile
mmm your so purdy
I like it when your hair's curly
and acting girly
and surly I'm a dirty 30 now so don't you worry
no that i'm so fuckin hard headed
oh i get it i'm pathetic you said it and i cannot forget it
but did i mention that it feels so right (so right)
so i'm a drama queen because something bothers me
were talking honestly
you probaly don't want a part of me
it outta be a little easier then this
for instance
you walk around pretend i don't exist
wouldn't you be pissed
if the tables twist
and i kept telling you its none of your business
what is this?
hard to get 101
i can't blame anyone for sure interest come on
Chorus
I
I don't know what I'm doing wrong now
but it feels so right (it feels so right, so right)
x2
Verse 3
yo whats the fuss
enoughs enough
we have a common ground we both drive each other nuts
another problem now
we don't give each other trust
smother each other like open wounds burn like salt in cuts
all because yo were so attached
ya we clash but on the other hand the perfect match
no questions asked
the only one that stands a chance
is the one that standing by my ignorant ass (ignorant ass)
now I know i'm not perfect but I try
and i know i've said some words
that hurt and made you cry
see
i wish you knew how I was feeling inside
cuz sometimes it feels wrong but feels so right (so right)
so what the fuck
enoughs enough
when we thrust is it lust or love
it must mean that you care cuz your always there
for me the only one that rises above
Chorus
I
I don't know what I'm doing wrong now
but it feels so right (it feels so right, so right)
x4
Prolific Mexico City rapper SPEAK ponders the self-isolated age on a booming EP, recorded live in his kitchen during quarantine. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 24, 2020
